Previous year felt like...

    Hi assalamualaikum everyone :) it's has been a while, me isolation myself from blogging. So, i'm back again today 🥳 how do you do guys? May all of you have a good day ahead & be surrounded with good people 💓 


SO HERE WE GO... 

    Talking from the deepest part of heart, previous year really taught me so many thing. From relationship turns to friendship. Got really heartbroken, deal with toxic environment (previously lah, not currently hm) and yeah. My kinda very close girl-friend mengumpat from my back (not going to spill the tea, because my friend knows her true colors, cuma i je buat buta skskskks). So yeah, i think that was my top 3 worst thing ever lol- 

That's life, adulting is so hard.. its not easy to get chill and get rid of these useless thing. BUT atleast, you try to ignore the worst one, so yeah we did it girl 👏


    Indeed, previous year felt a little like being underwater. Sometimes it gets hard to breathe & be free (well i wonder how fish does it). How fishes sway back and make a world of their own. Well, atleast, you struggle to find something that you can do while you're inside. 

    Study and imagine the cracks on the walls, explore through other people's words. Breathing... you can still laugh, you can cry. But no one see your tears because you could play the great game of pretend. Pretend i'm happy, staying still 😊 but even from inside, there is still a light. A light to breathe for a little while. 

    Basically, i'm not going to say 2020 has been the worst year for everyone. But hey, let's look at the bright and positive side. We learnt a lot in 2020. I wouldn't say 2020 was a gewddddd year either cause hello Covid is spreading 😂 but atleast, we learnt. Learn how to be grateful even for a tiniest things and how to let go as well as redha for everything. Just know you are strong and capable to get through 2021 enough. 

    And last but no least, (maybe will be continued for the next blog) i'm sending love to all of my friends who had wedding, shoots, projects planned in this pandemic. To all student too, entrepreneurs and those trying to survive financially and mentally. It's a shame that we are under an exhausting governance. May we collectively get through this safely to live our best 💖 If you're able to, please reach out to those around you who may be struggling. Hang in there, everyone.

Take care peeps & stay safe <3 

Much love,

 Yayadealove 💗

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